Meesh

Buiness Cards, Shivs, Pirate Ships and Angels

Last night well no around 3am Sunday morning I finally decided to do my aunts business cards. She’d been asking about them and I had been putting them off because I didn’t have any colored ink (and now I don’t have any black ink) I think they came out good. They would’ve been so much better if she would’ve went to a professional printing company but my sweet canon printer did the damn thing. I didn’t factor in the time it would take to separate each card theres still a huge ass mess of paper on my desk that I refuse to clean up.

MOVING ALONG! I was gonna do this long winded entry about taking responsibility for your actions, in fact! I was going to name it “TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FO’ YO’ SHIT BOO” But I got side tracked and its 3 am now and my thoughts aren’t too clear. I was on the twitter and @missjia put up this link to what has to be the funniest amazon review I’ve ever read. Like I shit you not I laughed until I cried. Then I read like 10 to 20 pages of the comments and cried all over again. I seriously was gonna buy the book for a complimentary shiv -shrugs-.

/SIDEBAR (LEGION SPOILERS)

I saw Legion. I’m thinking about doing a movie review when I get some time. The thing is while it wasnt a bad movie it wasnt a great movie either. There were fascinating moments in the story. (God being fed up and exterminating us, Gabrielle being the right hand of God Michael the fallen angel. ) I just hate when the movie is meaningless until your about 45 minutes in. At some point I had my eyes closed on some time to take a nap shit. I can honestly say while I don’t care for Armageddon themed movies this one was ok. I respect the originality of the plot.

Wait….whats this post about? I forgot

I totally backspaced its late 4:06 in the AM!

Let me take a moment and get my thoughts together.

I’m easily annoyed so I distanced myself from a lot of people. I use to have one friend who called too damn much. Every now and again she calls but she’s in Florida or Alabama or somewhere that isn’t Cleveland. Anyway! She still calls every now and then and can’t seem to get with the time difference. Every time she calls I don’t feel like talking to her. Now I’m not exactly sure why that is I think it has to do with her being stuck in the past whenever she calls I gotta take a stroll down memory lane and attempt to remember some shit that happened in high school when I can hardly remember if I wore the shirt I have on more than 2 days in a row (dont judge me I gotta make it last I’m lazy). Then I have to analyze her love life and if one of her girl pals is hitting on her. Honestly I really don’t want to hear about all the many closeted lesbians want to bag you. I’m not fucking anyone and I’m having a hard enough time dealing with that!

Not to mention she feels that if she gets kicked out she can come to CLE and stay here with me! BITCH! FALSE! She couldn’t stay here I’d go nuts my fam would go nuts. I can see her now going through my stuff pulling out all my devices lord forgive me but if she comes over I’m closing the blinds cutting off the lights and the tv and pretending not to be here.

Then there was this guy who I at first considered one of my top besties we could talk shit to each other we hung out a few times. Even though I must admit it got awkward when he said his girlfriend expressed insecurities with us being tight. Then Gwanii brought me out of the darkness. I assumed we were great friends and friends did things for each other so I didnt really mind him asking me for favors every now and then. Until I noticed he’d only talk to me when he needed something to be done. The next thing I know we werent talking as much then we werent talking at all. He emailed me photos of his son not too long ago….cute kid. (Now lets be clear I didn’t loan him money! But I lets revist my previous entry he was one of those jiggas! ON TO THE NEXT)

THENNNNN There was Tre! he was sooo effin cool! I remember saying something (I’m not exactly sure what) all I really remember is that it offended him so much that he just stopped talkin to me. I was too proud to say “I apologize” -side eye- so I fucked that one up lmao what the fuck is this entry supposed to be about? All the friendships I ever ruined? A majority of my friendships ended because people had kids and had to grow up. I’m only responsible for myself so I can’t relate to them. -shrugs- I’m sleepy amy is playing let me stop before I start confessing shit and have to come back and make this shit private (cause u know i talk too much)