I’ve been up to plenty since the last entry! I finally opend my portfolio (exhibit1422.com) its bare still but I’m trying to add work from paid gigs there. Class has been…. yeah lmao. I’m getting tired of complaining about how much I hate that class. So for the final time (no bullshit) here it goes. I fucking hate that class! I hate going there knowing I’m gonna be insulted on a deep level and be the only female that’s offended. I’m tired of hearing about people wanting to lynch gays. I’m tired of being hit on by the married man I sit next to. I’m tired of getting this horrid mean mug from the girl who sits in front of me. I’m tired of this class fucking with my spirits. I was never a super chipper person but now I do feel as depressed as I look! -EXHALES- ok I think I feel better!

Then I’ve been writting more (finished this last night ty for posting it gwanii). More in my journals! Some of the shit that is going on with me from day to day I can’t blog about but I feel like I might go nuts if I keep it to myself. So when its coming down to matters of my sanity I must write! because I can’t annoy Gwanyca every second of the day.

(she’ll get it… i hope)

Other than that I need to be working on my friends portfolio now I’m mentally counting my coins on that job as I blog. Umm naturally theres so much more that I want to say (like my last entry) but I’m good with leaving it where it is! later ppl!

I was gonna give up masturbation for lent very VERY happy I didn’t I’d be in jail for murder by now had i given that up. Although I read somewhere that giving up masturbation is ideal in celibacy cases I’m just too weak for that -shrugs- I did give up the c-word (twat) and I realized I was using that word quite often. It is one of my favorite words and all but I probably shouldn’t be calling everyone a ….vagina.

I haven’t updated in forever because I didn’t have anything to really talk abou-ok I’m lying I had a lot to talk about but I just…cant….(fuck!) MOVING ON!

As some of you know I’ve been having problems with this guy in my poly sci class. The thing is he feels like he’s being friendly I feel like he’s being overly flirtatious and it makes me sick. Monday I asked him to leave me alone and well he decided to do it today and you know what I had a really good day in class. I didn’t feel uncomfortable or anything I was able to participate and what not without feeling some kinda way. Now I did catch him staring from time to time but it was so much better than him talking to me. I’m a quiet person thats how I function all I ask is for people to respect that, when I feel like opening up I usually do!

I’m sure there was something else I wanted to talk about oh! chea so after some deep thought I figured out where my money was vanishing off to. Now that I’m natural I don’t really go out every two weeks and buy weave and what not that was almost 100 dollars out of my pocket and guess what I did…paid my phone bill 2 months in a row. I know your thinking… wtf I do that shit I don’t get why this is a big deal. Well it is to me because I’d pay it once in a blue moon. Now I’m all attached to it and need to have it on , epiphany over I’m still here…the end.

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Today was the first day of class, you can’t really get a first impression from the first day (in my sincerest opinion). I do think I’ll enjoy myself and be enlightened! There are a few things that I didn’t expect in this paticular class that I really should’ve prepared for.

When I arrived it was crazy early so I watched a few episodes of the office while I waited. When I finally got into the class there was this guy who randomly started talking to me, then he got flirty which wasn’t a problem because I was cute today so I understood why he was behaving the way he was. (was that cocky?)

We went thru the introductions and what not (“My name is Tomicha, I’m 23 graduated from East Tech… I’m a journalism major…..thats all I got *awkward silence and side eye allaround*“) then the guy who’s sitting next to me says “my name is *insert name here* I’m married got 4 kids” I don’t think I need to explain how tacky it is for you to be flirting with me when your married. I plan on getting married one of these days and I’d really want for my partner to have similar views towards marriage that I have. I expect him to take it seriously unlike my classmate who’s looking for a fling in class. (#getchobig #dobetterordie)

Then there was this guy (you’ve all met him atleast once in life) we’ll call him black power man. This fool (not the actual guy in the photo I’m using it for comedic effect) felt like he knew everything and felt the need to burst out in random sermons throughout the class. At some point I believe he thought he knew more than the instructor. The thing I learned from him this week is that, we killed the indians to buy the land here, barack obama isnt our true first black president and isreal isnt the sacred land to the jews they stole it from us after they killed Jesus….. (do with that random knowledge what you will. Personally I’ll be burning that out of my mind with a flame thrower)

There is a bit of eye candy in the class but I plan on staying focused because a sister needs her financial aid back (yaaaas bitch)